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originally meant to be a fun edit to share with friends after bringing a camera to a night out
eventually this edit was left to rot in my computer from its inception in late 2022 to now, for no reason besides not knowing what else to do with it
now, i unearthed a project that was essentially a time capsule to a time i look back on so very fondly, but it was also a period when i was at my lowest
not only does my mind only remember the good, but the camera only seems to remember those parts too
i was severely abusing alcohol and substances i was at a constant battle with myself to appear / act a certain way, constantly attempting to curate an image that i didn't really understand, something i still feel to this day i was pushing aside long time friends and neglecting my family friendships were messy and relationships were just something i wanted to forget
i suppose all that didnt really matter because i was having a good time
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